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i cuddled a lesbeaaan & i liked it. but she didnt.

2009-08-03T03:04:31Z

oh well. she doesnt snuggle much & she dozes off very early after reading huckelberry finn, poopsy.

Whataday!

step1=jump on alex. step2= international mall for many hrs.
step3=downtown Disney 4 shopping time ahhhg footzies r dead.
step4=sushi from PUBLIX=) (=

i obviously picked up aaren w/chelsea last night very late after sweet TOMATOES!!=DDDD

2morrow could involve many diff. possibilities depending on who's available, maybe tif at aquarium, or corrinne 4 booty shaking at Shapes...or any1 else who hops in2 the picture or masterpiece of life. gosh my life could not get 1 smigdeon better or itd be heaven, holy cow now, brown cow.

my besties finally got 2 meet 2day yayyyy. now i still need lucky lady 4 aaren, ps. hairbear she thinks ur cute!! =DDD =]

i want 2 watch ETERNAL NOW NOW NOW. & 500 days of summer one of these days!!ill go by myself if no 1 will accompany me!!! DANGIT.

AAREN=22hrs

2009-08-01T03:43:33Z

might not post 4 a bit, idk how busy ill be.

nothing exciting happened but talking 2 Chris is nice, i slept a lot cause i got woken up, & ended up not doin ANYTHING which blew chunks, i thought i was gonna have 2 babysit so i didnt think about plans.

chels is coming w/me 2 the airport! =] & i might hang w/Tiff & Corrinney soon=))

& i get 2 pick up Chris from the airport=]]]

his voice is sexi

2009-07-31T04:01:36Z

though he act like a needy gurl.
i talked 2 travdouche 2yrs & we neverrr dated, this kid already wants 2!!
its nice that hes diff. but he constantly texts me & randomly calls!

is this normal???
or am i insisitive?
imma text try to 21222....?

im hoping that he just got Alabama fever & will calm down when he comes back.

he just asked if he could live with me. cause he's being evicted.
WUTTTTTTTT!?!?!?!?! idfu= i dont fucking understand.

he like many other playmates of mine suffers from low self-esteem=/ & needs ego boosting more than once a dy. but ill try it our for a few wks because he's so adorable, & the 1rst guy 2 be really genuine & sweet, hopefully mum isnt buying the dress.

aaren will be here sat. night!! she has some crazi playmate thats trying 2 come see her...wtf. not okay with that at all.

Writer's Block: Technology’s Impact on My Family

2009-07-31T03:54:19Z

How has technology impacted the quality time you spend with your family?

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ruined it.

fjsadklfajslrweh

2009-07-30T04:01:28Z

im engaged.
at almost 17.
& not Islamic.

ahhh!=]

my life is rediculous. as in rediculously PERFECT! i dont know y. i dont deserve it, but am happy nonetheless.

i might pick him up from the airport, he wants me to. =]]

put in applications 2day. got poisoned at Tijuana Flats, beeef=[[ spit it out & got it freee, but they still threw it away=[[

alex got her noseyy pierced!

the matter of insurance came up & Chris said he'd tell them that we were engaged so that id be covered lmao.

our mums r planning the wedding.

UAHHHH=)))

GOT A LAPTOP THIS MORNING TOTALLY UNEXPECTED!=]]]=D

wut a day.

2009-07-29T00:32:22Z

i guess im in a bad moodish cause im worried but i shouldnt be..
2day involved polishing silver 4 my grandma cause of my
enormous $1200 debt 2 her..stupid chuckie cheese=/
then choxotica w/helen & erin. followed by driving a lot 2 solve some feminine issues which turned out well 4 erin. i postpones my issues..ish.

my bestie from ky shall be here the 1rst!! wahoo! still searching 4 LESBIANS 4 her !! i need lots!!!!!!!!!!

i really like new navy boii. but prolly cause he's the 1rst guy 2 call me beautiful. i fall 2 fast.

Writer's Block: Cute Meet

2009-07-29T00:22:40Z

Behind every great couple, there's often a great story. What's the best (nonfiction) how-we-met story you've heard?

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we got married after knowing each other 2wks. holding her hand was the best moment of my life."

content, w/a hint of regrettful

2009-07-28T05:49:25Z

ya duh i knew at the time that id have regrets but i wanted them, cause i was bored, stupid, & incomplete.
but i seeked a thrill, & puberty's a bitch. size 13-->0, i wanted it all at the same time=[

so basically i found the "perfect" (subject 2 change as fast as the wind) guy.
well we met when i was a tot, cause our mums did SCA (medieval ren. group) & i lovvvveed him but i was 8 & i loved every1..but at the time i was ugly & chased him, & apparently had coooooties & would get in trouble 4 beating him up..rascal..
FLASH 2 now. his mum messages me on FB looking 4 my mum, then her son adds me & messages me at the same time im searching 4 him lol ..
we've been talking since saturday morn!
his mum JUST left about an hr ago..she taught me self defense against rape cause she was raped in '85! & my mum & her & i of course chatted 4 awhile about him=]]

he however is in Alabama right now helping his uncle w/a kitchen. & will not return til the 10th=[ he did however break up w/his gf 2night=( uhhh didnt know about her & he asked 4 advice! ickk. but they only dated 10 days, so i shall try 2 not do what i alwaysssss do & rush!!

okay so he said that I'm beautiful & have grown 2 be a beautiful young woman" !!!

aww where the fuck have u been?! well he's back in Brandon now!=]] though he's joined the navy! though he doesnt leave 4 almost a yr=] & i am very welcome at his home=)) im every mothers best dream=D lol.

so friday=Bunni, Alex, whit wedding.
Sat= Cape Coral w/daaddda! 4 comedy gig. where i got hit on by 2 CODs!! its CorAL not corl!!
sun= universal & islands of adventure w/Brynners 4 her bday=]]

"it was the best moment of my life

2009-07-25T01:48:31Z

The day I held her hand". !! He didn't hold his wifes hand til they were married.they talked on the phone for a month met 4 2wks and were married. And their still happy 2gether! Ahhh. At my Muslims friend engagement-wedding ceremony! I'm very underdressed.

at alex's

2009-07-24T23:13:56Z

yesterday did nothing but fur done & senior pics.

2day was AHHH! got lost 4 2hrs cause i typed the wrong address 4 Bunnie Pics=) =]

i went2 have lunch w/alex & her mum at sunny's.

now i got a freakin engagement partiii go 2. trav is busy & im apparently not allowed in his room anymore..
2morrow i got with dad 2 comedy show far away & stay in hotel..den idk......=p

he luv me?

2009-07-22T22:39:50Z

he said he'd be very upset if i died, that mean he love me.
lmao.

well the other day i was talking 2 a close pal & told her that my def. of love is if i care if some1 dies, that is y i love my friends. other than that i do not believe in love, i believe in whips & chains, which i am about 2 try 2 order online...

any who when i was driving i said i coulda gone then but i care about ur life even if u dont, he didnt hear the ur part & went into how he upset he would be if i croaked. he luvvv me lmao.
its settled then.

well then. i spent 5 hrs at HCC this morning eventhough i got the 1rst apt available..so that fd up going 2 adv. island. we tried the beach instead...did not work out..we went 2 a hookers neighborhood 2 go in her pool..she came out of course hahaha, she does not like me. i call her big bird.

then i picked up alex from work so she could meet tredouche. we went 2 Chilis. i got home hr & a half late but mum was fine w/it cause she has homie over, mylifeisaverage.

wahooooo.

2morrow i become blonde bimbo. & senior pics finallllly=))))]
friday bunny pics. saturday comedy gig w/pops. then IDK=]]]

past couple days of course.

2009-07-21T02:23:25Z

kievs parti had its highs. . & lows. his gf sweet sweet Sara streaked..& swam nakey.
i ended up sleeping at alexs at 5am til 12 pm.
i dropped her at work. saw travdouche. & went 2 Claire-bear's terrific shaboomboom.
then i lost at Backgammon & Rummy 2 my pops, but it makes him feel good 2 win at something.
2day-came home only 2 bathe & leave for Westshore mall 2 see Trav-douchesicle.
then lazer tag at new xtreme adventures place=))

who knows wut 2morrow brings? maybe new celly.
wed-hopefully shed. classes
thurs-blonde hair & senior pics
friday- Bunny pics=))

2 minutes

2009-07-18T04:47:49Z

They say in drivers ed that by speeding u only save 2-3 minutes as this should be enough of a reason 2 discourage u. they are wrong, because as a teenager that 2 minutes could mean the difference between grounded or not grounded, partying or not, & etc.

i became weak & hung with trav agaiiiiin=[ saw transformers..a masterpiece i slept through..then choxotica of course!!!!!!!!! sam ash-->picnic island-->1rst plant parti. woo.. 2morrow is kievs grad parti, sunday hopefully clairebear bdayyy=]]

2 get back at trav i started talkin 2 david lamb again lmao..he stopped texting others=]]

"Well u know i care for you or I

2009-07-17T00:26:49Z

wouldn't talk to you" -T bag

jssseeeesh. i said fuck fate as advised & got a romantic answer as stated..ughh haha.

yesterday & 2day were SOOO nice i didnt really notice my phone being shut off. my granny was not upset when i told of her credit card bill, she however was not thrilled about my $700 phone bill. . .

=]

so yesterday at Ft. Desoto w/Chels was chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

& 2day we went 2 Pilates, Wiregrass, The Cobb-I Love u beth cooper, & Tijuana Flats. then my mum got me sushiiii=))

i would like a job, now. please=] nah not really im starting that college soon1!

trav actually tried making me feel guilty for leaving the other night..so i suppose we're talking again, but idk, he wont budge, so i feel my only available option is mirking him. thats fair right??

okay so this weekend should be fun! nothingggggg 2 do 2morrow, but Saturday is Kiev's partiii & Sunday should be CLAIRE's if she would give me more dets!! but nooo she's too cool 4 myspace now=[[

night night=]

nothing vital

2009-07-16T04:19:16Z

i sucked it up & got my fuckin shot 2day..

ughh itll prob hurt 2morrow..

w/Chels now=]] we went 2 the beach, choxotica of course cause i go everyday..tilted kilt..& coldstone=)

2morrow Pilates & the movies.

so my phone is not working, though my grandparents get back 2morrow so they can pay my bill.haha.

it just sucks cause u always wonder about lost messages in cyber space=[[

im only waiting up here to kill you

2009-07-15T01:34:37Z

-that does put a damper on our relationship. Watching the Princess Bride:) its been awhile! Every time I get a text I hope its a boob but its not and I doubt it ever will be. Its ironic or coincidental that the one person I do not care for, khalil, insists on pestering me, yet trav has no remorse. I'm so comfortable with him but I know he'll never change. The only thing that bothers me is that my friend aaren told me I overreacted and I was wrong!! But I want an apology..but I was so tired that night..its unfortunate that the number one killer of my friendships or relationships is my own stubborn inactiveness, I always want them 2 apologize first or call first even..and they never do..and ill never know if I missed out.. To trust fate or not to? ?? Spent the entire day toasting at the beach, and 2morrow I shall see Chelseaaaaa and we shall eat chcolate!!!!:)))

blah blah blah blah

2009-07-12T03:27:09Z

2day was stupendous!

played w/helen & Erin at Choxotica & Chuck E Cheeses..then led a stalking...some nice hillbillies named steve, nick, & etc....

then i babysat..& travis has actually been texting me a lot! he usually just texts when he wants me 2 come over but he's been a very good boy 2day & yesterday!!=]

we also kinda discussed going 2 homecoming 2gether, though it wont happen! its nice 2 talk silly!

2morrow i shall go 2 Adv. island w/him & his sister & hopefully not his ex who is his sisters bestfuckingfriend..

ahh well, then i shall go 2 my papa's.

NIGHT!

dooooosh bag!

2009-07-11T05:13:25Z

so 2night ended up SOO emazing!

2day itself not so much fun!!
on account of Helen's delay ruining my hopes & dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of being a Chuckie Cheese champ!!!=[[[

but then Travis text me & we had a really NICE night=) my entire annoyance w/the day pretty much dissolved=]

so we were suppose 2 go 2 the movies but i wouldnt of had time & the good ones r all rates R!
grrr 58 more days!!

so we went FISHIN', to Steak & Shake lmao, & his place breifly! his family loves me===]
I've always wanted a mother to love me=)

he's so chill & perfect now, but he wants to go back 2 drugs REALLY bad! uggggggh! usually i wouldnt care! but he has an addictive personality & goes straight for harder drugs at the same time!!!=/

he thinks now that he's a senior its like the worst time 2 date cause everyone wants him lmao..but he's not a "player"...uhhhh.
thinkin of that dang Nietzsche quote about not judging people u care about..uhgew.

y i dont text 1rst..

2009-07-10T01:59:55Z

or y i hate texting period.. it accomplishes NOTHING! i, like my papa, use my phone 2 make calls or plans as it was designed..
especially when my teenage convo's go such as this:

-hey
-hi wuts up?=]
-not much, just on my computer..u?
-reading, lol.
-yeah, lol.
-oh well [INSERT SEXUAL COMMENT HERE]
-lol, really?
-haha maybe...;))

ya so a good texting convo might exist ive just yet 2 experience it..hmmm

-hey beautiful how are you today?
-aww im great, it's a lovely day! How are you??
-I'm doing fine thanks for asking..I cant wait to hang out again I had a lot of fun last time=)
-Ya me too, but im sure you're pretty busy with school..
-Yes I am but I can always make time to talk to you=]

***********************
This will never happen.

ahhhh. well i just read a bit of 2 diff. books & its time 2 indulge in some more soaps..
2morrow needs 2 include CHOXOTICA & possibly a Jew DOUBLE Feature=]]]

all by myself

2009-07-09T22:16:29Z

im all alone.=]
but 2day has been NICE!

woke up early!! 2 do Pilates at the new Shapes, it was SPECTACULAR!! i felt all my muscles & bones all at once like i never had b4!! haha.

mum talked to another place about getting a job, its by the melting pot & i just got home from dropping off an application=)
so the coffee shop when school starts i hope, & hopefully an interview soon=]]

im so tired!! AHH!

oh im babysitting Saturday!! yayyyy i wanted 2 email her but im glad she contacted me 1rst!! wahooo=] my life is so easy & perfect!

t-bag thinks he'll have 2 much hw this weekend but he'd get back 2 me..boi i got betta plans than Steak & Shake funtime .. lol..

i know gambling will be fun 2morrow w/little Helen jellin..i wonder if i can use a credit card 2 get coins......

i feel like a mistress

2009-07-07T23:59:14Z

but a happy one occasionally. yes i am falling into my own stupid ways, yes i do know better. But he's so much better than b4 so i shall enjoy it for now=]
sunday night=Dukes of Hazard & Am.Pie 2 in a strapless dress===] YA the door has 2 stay open but that doesnt matter.

Monday= slept for maybe 4 hrs, from 230-6 turning & tossing in distress of lucid dreamland. get ready 2 go at 6 then go w/mum 2 schedule COLLEGE CLASSES!oooh oohh=] come home & sleep for an hr-->get woken up--> go 2 Alexs about 5-->grocery shop-->platos closet-->HUMONGOUS munch out!!! sushi humus followed by BO'ssss=]] (== then movie night, we rented 3 movies:the Virgin Suicides, St.Elmo's Fire, & the Science of Sleep(written & directed by same dude that Eternal Sunshine!!) ho'err we only watched the 1rst..

2day= woke up apparently too late to go 2 the beach, i love me some alex but she changes her mind more than me!! she would rather go 2 the gym alone..so i decide 2 do the same! haha!!
so i checked out the new Shapes out in Wesley Chapel=]] it was nice! i went for a lovely swim!
On my way home i randomly unexpectedly received a text from u know who! he asked me to come see him for like a half hr on his way 2 class. so i went to our old spot behind steak & shake after battling w/traffic & scaryyy rain storms on 275!! i felt like a straight up mistress! but he was dressed soo cute lol. i did not engage in dangerous behavior as he would have liked, "This is the only alone time we're going to have together for awhile." uhh this kid is the KING of faulty reasoning & persuasion it does cause much laughter though! almost as good as "Its wut u do when u care about someone" in regards to doing his bestie..uhhh, wtf. he has hcc classes tues & thurs! so thats not reasonable esp. in 5 min!

10 things i hate about u now!!

the best subject changer award goes to:

2009-07-06T03:38:31Z

ME=]

mum-"How's Travis?"
me-"MOM where did that huge bruise come from?!"

haha selfish people =] the subject quickly changed 2 how she got it=]
teehe. so i dont know wtf is going on, im back 2 square shit. i dont care 4 it.
its exhilarating, but not getting attached is very very tricky. we have everythinggg in common but he doesnt wanna settle down til 6 more yrs!!!wth!
but he is very honest so far lol, he tells me the names of the girl that text him & the ones he wants 2 bang..i dont know if thats improvement..but he is going to a shrink about his drug addiction..

he'll never realize or understand how proud of him i am nor will he care, he admits to me that he is heartless but as he pushed the hair behind my ear & holds my hand..which he was previously terrified 2 do its difficult 2 believe.. but i suppose one last mnth of happiness isnt so bad=]grrr.

=]]]]]]]] WAHOOOOOOOO!=) (======)

2009-06-10T02:36:33Z

LO(IM)VE

ha ha i saw that framed at my friends grad party in her room=]

leaving at 1130! just realized i could have gotten a lot of credit for this trip..but it might have cost more, & i wanna enjoy it=D

im pretty tired. dropped off car & celly for work=]

i miss everyone already haha, but i wont 2morrow=]

Writer's Block: Talking Ducks

2009-06-10T02:34:01Z

Happy birthday, Donald Duck! Which cartoon character do you think is the most disturbing?

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goofy, as sexi as he is, his paws are the biggest & wander the most!

damnit.

2009-06-09T03:31:02Z

it never ceases to bewilder/annoy me that big towns can have crazy small town like connections.

this gal i thought was cute & nice from my belly dancing class, that NO LONGER COMES, i found her myspace..a few times..& noticed comments from a gal that looked familiar, & is a friend of previous pals of mine..i don't know if ive met her though..its just so fuckking odd.

im really tired & sore. didnt even boogy w/Corinne she never called me even =( but she's busy w/tots!

NIGHT!